As I brushed my teeth, thinking about my last reply to Ms. Watever on my other blog entry...
I've changed.
5 years ago..
1. I don't curse at people
2. I have more patience
3. I am more innocent
4. I am more caring
5. I have more confidence
6. I am more active (living the day as though there's no tomorrow)
7. I am more positive
8. I can remember more things (recently lost my handphone.. and found it in my laptop bag - sillyme)
9. I am more gullible
10. I am thinner!
lol.. thinking to myself that did I change for better? or worst?
I think there's no better or worst... past is past... all my experience, friends & family, environment has taught me well. I might be more of a bitch now but deep down inside-- I am still Jolene. Yes - I have changed, that's to protect myself better and stand up for myself ^_^
So anyway- here's a toast to "Good year... Good health... Good wealth! Happy Chinese New Year!
Watch this video .. it made my day! Hope you guys enjoy ~~~
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Don't ask
Funny. So many months passed by and suddenly I have this feeling of asking the ultimate question. “Have you ever cheated on me?”
I asked that to someone who once had the impact and connection with me – but it’s sad to only find out that the answer was YES.
How are you suppose to react to that? I know I shouldn’t be asking this question in the first place. But I’ve already asked and it’s already answered.
Next month – it would be our 1 year anniversary (if we didn't break up). Memory brings me back to the good old days – where he just know what I want to say ... or we said the same thing the same time.... I remembered whenever he called me I would be so happy. It's weird cause we've already moved on with life and then only to find out recently...
He feels guilty.
I feel sad.
Sometimes, it’s best to not ask. ^_^
I asked that to someone who once had the impact and connection with me – but it’s sad to only find out that the answer was YES.
How are you suppose to react to that? I know I shouldn’t be asking this question in the first place. But I’ve already asked and it’s already answered.
Next month – it would be our 1 year anniversary (if we didn't break up). Memory brings me back to the good old days – where he just know what I want to say ... or we said the same thing the same time.... I remembered whenever he called me I would be so happy. It's weird cause we've already moved on with life and then only to find out recently...
He feels guilty.
I feel sad.
Sometimes, it’s best to not ask. ^_^
Thursday, November 6, 2008
071109
Hey hey.. it's me again. She is sound asleep -- she sleeps very fast nowadays. I noticed that she doesn't have much time for anything else as she tries to be a super woman.
Let me fill you all with some updates of what she is doing... She changed job - quit the last job and now a new job which she likes the new environment - she told me her colleagues are all as crazy as she is and she felt a "fit". Then it got me thinking - where do I "fit"? I fit right into her arms....
Anyways, as crazy as it sounds - she has a business on a part time - she is organizing a party. Go check it out - I like the music - http://www.massiveworldwide.com/. I say she is crazy - because she has no more time for ME!
How I miss those time where she has time to irritate me, nowadays, she just comes home - showers - does work and poof ... sleeps.
The other day - she was telling me that her life is finally getting back together after the "lost in space" period. I'm glad she has found her confidence... in some ways... I'm happy for her :)
BUTTTTT... I miss her!!!
Signing out...
Chai Chai (Yes. I am a Cat that writes...)
Let me fill you all with some updates of what she is doing... She changed job - quit the last job and now a new job which she likes the new environment - she told me her colleagues are all as crazy as she is and she felt a "fit". Then it got me thinking - where do I "fit"? I fit right into her arms....
Anyways, as crazy as it sounds - she has a business on a part time - she is organizing a party. Go check it out - I like the music - http://www.massiveworldwide.com/. I say she is crazy - because she has no more time for ME!
How I miss those time where she has time to irritate me, nowadays, she just comes home - showers - does work and poof ... sleeps.
The other day - she was telling me that her life is finally getting back together after the "lost in space" period. I'm glad she has found her confidence... in some ways... I'm happy for her :)
BUTTTTT... I miss her!!!
Signing out...
Chai Chai (Yes. I am a Cat that writes...)
A-sa-ma-le-kum....
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