To Jolene From Chai Chai

Dear Jolene,

I thank you for everything there is for me, you took me from a cage where I was going to be put to sleep when I was just about 1 year old. I still remember your foot - the best part that I very love to manja on.

I remembered our 1st Christmas together - I still remember how I slept on your hair to feel safe sleeping at night. I was so scared of the scary sounds in the air - which you all call it Fireworks. I remember you even held me tight asking me to see it. That was scary - I thought the whole world was falling down.

I remember you bought me a lion - and say - this will be your best friend and he will protect me at night so I can sleep. I also remember those time where I would try to wake you up to work - you're a tough one to wake up. I've tried licking your face - and then you had sheet to cover. I've tried slapping your glasses to you - you hid them away. I've tried biting your toes to wake you up - you tucked it the sheets. I've tried tapping on your laptop so it would make sound like an alarm - you muted the sound. I've tried scrapping off your keyboards - I manage to take off "C", "3" and "P" - (no it's not a mystery) - but you close the lid off. But I seriously hope you can wake up by yourself now. :)

The truth is - I've watched you grown up in all these 6 years... I have became your safety zone - where you know when you're sad - I am always here for you. I would just rest my head on your hand - and I can see your little smile underneath all the sadness and tears. You have become a little like a "MAMA" to me. Your aunt noticed that I don't "MEOW" - but it's more like I'm calling you "MAaaa" funny huh. I wish I could talk more - but I can only blog.

We've had our moments - where you were soo angry at me - when I accidently poo'ed on your bed. You went away sooo long - and I missed you - and then I felt like I needed to poo... (I know I know - no excuse). Every time you hit my butt - it felt good - coz it proves you still care about me.

I love it when you are working - I jump on this space between your face and the laptop so you could kiss me gently on my head. That's the best part that I will always remember - it almost felt like I need that EVERYDAY.

Mama, please know that I love you and I will always love you no matter where I am.


In loving memories, signing off for good ...
Yours Truly,
Chai Chai

030111. 9.00am.
KL: The loving cat Chai Chai, whose body was found at the floor with extreme head injuries, slipped off from 6th Floor - passed away on the hand of the owner while driving to the nearest Clinic on Jan 03, 2011. The family will miss him dearly - we will all pray for him - Rest In Peace Chai Chai.

300510

Hey all, just in case you were wondering how I was… I’m absolutely doing fine.

It’s been few months … I don’t know how to use her new laptop. Took me a while to learn how to unlock her password.

I noticed I came into her life for about 6 years… seeing her through ups and downs makes me understand her a whole load better.

She’s changed a lot. She used to cry a lot about her love life – now she just talks about it – tears a little bit.

I don’t understand how is it that she says she’s only successful at work and she just sucks at love.

Love is something that falls into the place – you don’t really get to control it. Then again – I’m no one to be commenting on it.

She said recently she’s been seeing people through all walks of life. She says she’s no longer taking the chance like how she used to.

She doesn’t party anymore, she goes out for business dealings, she goes to the gym. How on earth is she suppose to meet “someone”?

It’s funny to see she’s changed her lifestyle – she used to go out a lot until middle of the night. Now, she’s home by 2am.

She spends more time with me – loving me and bathing me. It’s great! But I want her to be happy too!

Few weeks ago – I could sense she was happy. Something happened.. she’s not saying anything at this point of time.

Let’s find out…

xoxo..

Chai Chai

111009

It’s me again! These few nights – I kept hearing her cry to herself. It’s quite sad for me, this time, she’s quite hurt. I still don’t know why. All I can do is just sit next to her to accompany her and tell her that she’s not alone.

I think she’s really fragile – she seemed so strong – because she tells her self everyday “Be strong Jolene”... but deep inside, she’s not.

I’ve been with her for 6 years now.. ever since I was the baby when she held onto me tight saying “Chai chai.. that’s going to be your name..” She looked into me with those dreamy eyes of hers, that moment of time – She was so happy. I miss those sets of eyes.

I don’t know what love is.. I guess it’s really tough – looking at how she goes through her tears whenever she’s not happy and sometimes she laughs in her dreams. But she should realize that there are so many other people who loves her in different way – but it’s still love.

She knows that... cause I see her talking to herself sometimes, I’ll never forget this moment I had with her... just few days ago.... She came home looking all tired .. “Baby, you know I love you, I know you know I’m sad. It’s just so tough in this world... I’m glad I have you to hug when I come home.” She lied next to me the same position I was lying down looking at me and fell asleep...

XOXO

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hi hi.. it's ME (chai chai)...It’s been a long time since I had the chance to write. She’s drunk. She told me that she went to this Media Specialist Award (MSA), had an exciting moment with some group that she didn’t like. She told me stories in which are like all over… I guess she’s really drunk. I don’t even know what’s Media Specialist Award – I know award… I wish got BEST CAT AWARD (BCA).

Nowadays, she’s home early and she’s been going for jogging – had more quality time with me. I love it!

Oh – back to the stories on her funny night out. She said that she went to the night out knowing that the fellas would be there as well, she wanted to “face” them. Just like how I wanted to “face” those birdies who always tease me – kuku kuku kuku. Damn birds!

She said she was very careful with drinks – so she swapped and made the guy drank the same drink that she drank for the rest of the night just so she can make sure that it wasn’t spiked! I think she’s quite clever.

Recently, I somehow injured my leg – so limping a bit, went to see doctor – hated doctors… touch here touch there – ask me to walk walk. Then made her buy me the cage for 1 week, so I can rest my leg. I know she cares about me a lot – but I hate it when I’m in the cage… Felt so weird.

From the doctor, we found out that I’m actually 6 years old already. Time flies!

071109

Hey hey.. it's me again. She is sound asleep -- she sleeps very fast nowadays. I noticed that she doesn't have much time for anything else as she tries to be a super woman.

Let me fill you all with some updates of what she is doing... She changed job - quit the last job and now a new job which she likes the new environment - she told me her colleagues are all as crazy as she is and she felt a "fit". Then it got me thinking - where do I "fit"? I fit right into her arms....

Anyways, as crazy as it sounds - she has a business on a part time - she is organizing a party. Go check it out - I like the music - http://www.massiveworldwide.com/. I say she is crazy - because she has no more time for ME!

How I miss those time where she has time to irritate me, nowadays, she just comes home - showers - does work and poof ... sleeps.

The other day - she was telling me that her life is finally getting back together after the "lost in space" period. I'm glad she has found her confidence... in some ways... I'm happy for her :)

BUTTTTT... I miss her!!!

Signing out...
Chai Chai (Yes. I am a Cat that writes...)

A-sa-ma-le-kum....

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hi hi.. it' me chai chai again..
i noticed the pattern of my writting - i'll post once every month

Recently, she is extremely busy with work... she comes home still talking on the phone "let's theme it as -- WHITE!... no.. BLACK!... no... black is evil... RED!... no... ok ok.. BLACK n WHITE?"

While she is busy talking on the phone about this big party she is organizing... she still does kiss me and holds me. ^_^ I'm just greatful she didn't forget about me.

As soon as she offs her phone, I thought it would be time for ME~~ she lie down beside me looking at me... we have this understanding eye contact... and then she's off to another phone call...

She told me stories about how she was to this old couple...

After putting down the petrol pump, pulled out the receipt, lock the gas cap, close the lid... noticed the wira in front of my car ~ the cap was on top of the car...

*What's petrol? nvm.. *

then... they totally forgot about the cap ... and drove off......
so with my instict .. i just knew that the cap will fall... so i quickly sat into the car.. and chase them...

good thing they weren't driving that fast... so when they were taking the corner.... the cap fell out. so I drove up and stop the car.. and went to pick up the cap and put it on my left side -- and I continue to drive and chase after the car...

*chase after -- like how I chase after the lizard.... ahhhh*

then... they made u-turn.. and it was my turn -- the lights went red... so i put on the emergency signal... and went ahead to u-turn... and chase after... finally they stopped at the roadside... I think they want to go to market.... I quickly grab the cap and got down - walked over and pass it to the aunty... and she was like "aa... oh.. thank you.. aiyarr.. dear... u forgot to close the cap la..." the uncle came out of the car... "aaa.. thank you thank you..."

*did they give you a reward? like a fish?*


No. they didn't give me anything.. but it was that nice feeling of being a hero... ^_^

Somehow her eyes glowed while she was telling this story... that glow was so special... like stars in the sky....

Signing off....
Chai Chai

190808

hi hi. it's me again. chai chai - Jolene's fav pet in the world.
She took a nap - left her laptop on - so i took the initiative to write a few words....

Well - this month is not so good for her - as she was quite sick.
Her mom keeps telling her to rest her body, she doesn't listen so she fell sick.

I'm happy because this whole week - we played more than usual as she is home most of the time. She's home most of the evening - so I'm not that worried - if she's not home by midnight, I would be smacked by the MOM because I make so much noise -- "WHERE IS SHE? WHAT IF SHE IS NOT SAFE? WHAT IF SHE FAINTS?" But, to the family... it's MEOWWWWWW MEOWWWWW MEEEEOOOWWWW. *frustrated* communication barrier. sigh.

She also told me that her conversation with her doctor to follow up today...

Doc "You look a lot better!"
Jo *what does he mean.. I looked like shit when I was in hospital? probably la*
Doc "All the tests are completed, you're a lot better, but please if you want to move around ... do you have a driver?"
Jo *Driver? Not that rich*... "Sorry Doc, I don't have a driver .. unfortunately" *smiles*
Doc "Can you get one? Just I don't think you can drive yet."
Jo *oops* "Er. Doc.. actually I drove yesterday and today to see you."
Doc *EYES OPENED SO BIG* "What??? Oh! How is that for you?"
Jo "Well. It's quite fun. But - I can't turn my head too fast"
Doc "Oh I see. Just rest more - becareful. I'm giving you one more week MC..."
Jo *Har? ...... die*

She complaints about her one more week of MC -- I'm like ... what is MC?

Oh well... I oso went to do my sun-tan today!

Chill-axxxxxxxxxxxxx~ Signing off... Chai Chai

P.S.
Sorry for waking you up in the morning while you were smiling to yourself... I thought something was wrong with you.

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I miss her so much when she went off to her trip ~ I saw her packing up her bags.. my heart feels weird. I worry about her a lot u know ~~ whether is she gonna leave me here alone ... or is this a short trip.

Now that she's back - she looks a lot happier, cheerful.... and she kissed me saying that she found her mojo back. I'm like.... who's Mojo? don't understand that... but I am happy seeing that she's back to her smiley days and her eyes are back to the shinning self.

She says she's ready to let go and find happiness. She talked to me about her work - and her life - and her plans. She actually talks a lot now. (good in some ways ..) I lie next to her seeing her talking .. listening to her words. I wish she can find a true love one day ... like how she always says "There's someone out there for me... OUT THERE~~~"

I just hope we don't get this kind of guy...

then I wouldn't know where I would be sleeping...

Guess what?

I've learnt a new trick today. If I don't move - the birds won't know I'm a cat.

-Chai Chai

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It's me again! She's finally fast asleep...

I noticed that last few weeks, she's been quite down... as she return from work, as usual - I'm always overly excited about her coming back. She immediately plunged onto her bed staring at the ceiling.... and I quickly jump up the bed and lay next to her. She will then put her hands on my head and stroke my back.. Ahhhh.. nice nice :)

Sometimes, she ask me silly question "Do you understand when I talk to you?" Of course I do... I can only reply "meowww" but she wouldn't understand. Somtimes she picks up my meows, whenever I Meowww differently - she knows that I need to pee or eat or want to go out. But nevertheless, I always stand next to what I want ~ not THAT hard..

As she stroke my head, she starts telling me what's happening out there... she says "Nowadays, people are sooo stress with how things turn out to be ~ petrol increase... oh wait - do you know what's petrol?" she laughed.. gee. of course i know... its what keeps the noisy square shaped thing move! ohh wellz. then she continued "sigh.. I'm stress with how things turn out for me..." she goes on about her love life... this guy.. and this guy... and this guy... sigh..

She's never changed or learnt from her mistakes... she follows her heart most of the time... Sometimes, I wish I can be her prince charming to love her... so she would stop going out there to hurt herself. But I guess I can only be here to lay by her side when she tears, sigh, and bitch about guys... *eye rolled* but I certainly don't want her to turn into this guy below... which woke me up in the morning... (YES. I know how to use a camera!) ^_^

with lots of hugz ~~ good night!

Chai Chai

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Hi fellow readers of Jolene Loh.

This is my first blog entry from HE - who is the sleeping partner of her :) Enjoy...

I sat on the window of the balcony, starring at the annoying flying objects that makes that irritating sound... I hear HER car driving pass ... annoying feeling gone... She's HOME finally...
I ran to the front door, sitting there - repeatingly telling myself... "Hey pretty! You're home... I missed you..." nah. that sounds awful... "Hey momz.. did you miss your little cuttie pie?"... ew. that's not me. I know.. "Meow meowwwww meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww".. that would do it.

Lift bell stops at our floor, I was so excited. That must be her footsteps.. with that funny looking heels.... not to mention ~ I think SHE is very pretty whatever she wears... She would spend HOURS n HOURS... in the morning - changing ... looking at the mirror.. CHANGING ... then looks at the mirror. Sometimes, she asked my opinion - i only have ONE Look. ^_^ can't help there.

She opens the gates, and she always calls my name in the most adorable way... my heart melts when she calls me... hmm. something is not right... she looks ..... sad. she didn't call me at all, did I do something wrong? I stop pooing everywhere already.... pee? nope. i didn't do anything wrong. Let me go bug her then...

She puts down her bags and she just sat on the bed... she finally noticed me... as I walk in.. she walks to me... and held me in her arms... the hug was A BIT tight... but I guess she needs that. Sometimes, I wish I can say things that she would understand... like "Everything is going to be fine..." but I guess I couldn't.

Then after shower, I stayed on her side while she taps her finger gently on her black square machine - I love that machine - coz it generates out heat air -- I love to sleep there. She suddenly lets out a big SIGH... I jump to the table - trying to stop her from working... she looks at me - and for a moment... there.. I thought I was in trouble. But, I used my head to stroke by her face... and that was the moment where I felt I've done my job .... SHE SMILED :)

Signing off... for now... before she catches me..
Chai Chai